hospitallers

Damn it has been a long time. Shit, why do I care? Fuckit, somebody may read it and think: Stupid son of a bitch, is this all you have to say after 5 years? Well yeah. Not really. Plenty to say, and loads of angst mind you. You know, 5 years and we still have priests abusing kids, countries hellbent on killing each other but not feeding their own people, a planet that is sick of us, almost as much as we are sick of each other, etc. The usual. Life is slowly morphing from being a bore to being a chore. I still love it though, I still love my unmet friends, I still adore my beagle and definitely still abuse my luck. And Paulina still

6/5/03 maturity doesnt come as easily as we thought it would. saw a good movie tonight no one will read this entry in my journal 3 people like my bobbing head icon. wonder if thats all there is to like about me.

4/27/03 i've met a new "friend". i guess that a good thing. i will never "meet" this new friend. thats not a good thing. carrion